And I did it, almost a day too late; luckily my brain understood it for me and broke down just in time. I am now home from the Venstre congress in Stavanger and is quite horrified. By myself, my party and by the swan who raped the poor duck in the lake in the city centre of Stavanger. You probably understand my horror for the last mark but I feel like I have to explain the other two.
My brain is now rested. And it really needed to be. I am not able to make a conscious decision when the only thing that is keeping me from fainting is coffee and love from friends. That explains why I could not make the decision this weekend even though I should have. But no excuses, I am a human, deal with it, I do.
When I was home at last, in the greatness of the double bed, in the safety of my parents house I turned on some music. I still could not sleep because the caffeinepoison was still in my blood preventing me from relaxing. And then it hit me:
“I thought I was smart – I thought I was right
I thought it better not to fight – I thought there was a
Virtue in always being cool – so when it came time to
Fight I thought I’ll just step aside and that time would
Prove you wrong and that you would be the fool -
I don’t know where the sun beams end and the star
Light begins it’s all a mystery
Oh to fight is to defend if it’s not
Now than tell me when would be the time that you would stand up
And be a man – for to lose I could accept but to surrender
I just wet and regretted this moment – oh that I – I
Was the fool “
It may seem ridiculous, but The Flaming Lips made me turn when it comes to Norway and the EU, and that is one day after Christina voted yes for me at the congress, and one day after Venstre chickened out and said no. Those bloody wimps. Venstre should stand up for what they believe, because if they don’t, then what the fuck is the point of politics.
So, to make it perfectly clear, I think Norway should be a member of The European Union, I think Venstre should mean that Norway should be a member of the European Union and I now see some meaning to my tears yesterday. Finally.

